Almost 40

Published on 6 June 2023 at 18:11

 

 

 

I always had friends older than me. So I was around when a lot of them turned 40. They were always full of regrets. Regrets of things they didn't get to do, didn't think they could do or wish they had done. I find myself thinking of my life and I have none of that. I have zero regrets of the decisions I made, they have formed who I am and I like who I am. I have never felt like I didn't do what I wanted. I always got a job on the field I wanted, I visited the places I wanted at that moment. I told people how I felt even if it took time. Nothing has been left unsaid. I had my hellos and always knew when it was goodbye. I've given people the same level of love they give me unless the person is incapable then I still love them. I have forgiven everyone that has put their sand on my mind's storm. I have moved on from so many things it would not fit here. I'm still waiting for a person to share my life with but he will show up some day. If he doesn't show up I can say I have loved and been loved back. That's more than a lot of people have.

 

I do wish I was going for a drive tomorrow without a specific destination stopping only for food and drinks. I miss the laughter, the smell of the sea and those two.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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